| so i graduate from college what now? |
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| dear diaries are stupid,
Well been a while, I'm sick about to graduate and programming. Nothing else new. Nothing matters so why not do everything lol.
sleep is for stupids. |
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| Dear diaries are stupid, I stare at my sword wondering it's reason, There are no enemies to fight nothing to protect anymore. blood soaks it from the hilt to it's edge. It glimmers in a crimson shade of emotion and thought. I stand again with no reason no hope no fear. The light no longers blinds my sight the dark no longer hinders my movements. I walk with purpose not for others but for myself. Sleep is for stupids |
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| Watching anime cause i'm bored and i'm a bit better then i was a few days ago where we have the comments i've been thinking of for all of the series i'm watching
Eva the movie, It's a fantastic movie amazingly gorgeous. it really captures what i like about shinji, the music is fantastic. Shinji is forced to pilot the eva and hates it. Al it is to his is fear and pain yet he is forced to carry the burden of everyones hopes of survival in this movie. his father is cold to him and no one is nice to him. Essentially he says it himself that if he could not pilot eva he would be useless and he would have no meaning no one would care about him. So his choices are doing something terrifiying for a very little reward of thank you from misato, or have no one care about him and run away. i think misato is done a bit better in the movie as apposed to the series. In the movie she's more hippoicritical and meaner. She's alot more minipulative. Everyone uses shinji and then expect him not to notice but he does. They waver signs of affection and meaningless words of caring to him to get him to do what they want and you know what he follows it because it's just a little bit better then nothing but he relizes what there doing. that aside I really didn't notice this until dev pointed it out but the scene after they get shinji after running away shinji say "I understand that i have no freedom left, fine i'll pilot eva for you." Misato says "don't say that you have as much freedom as you want. It's your choice weather to pilot EVA or Not" when they just dragged his ass back in and she closes what looks like a futuristic prison door on shiji. So if shiji really had a choice why are you confining him in this prison like cell. He already made the choice your not allowing him. ok enough with eva now time to move onto code geass
I'm talking about ep r2 07 if you don't want spoilers read another time. I really like the character of lulouch. He's a fantastically twisted character. He can hate himself and still fight like nothings wrong. His power is amazing and it's a perfect reflection of his personality and not only that he doesn't depend upon a power that could consume his very being. he chooses to aid him in all he does it's amazingly fantastic more later sleepy
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| My apartment was broken into tonight, they took my labtop. |
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